Wednesday, September 9, 2009

kenapa??

mmg susah kte nk tau isi ati owng...nk phm seseowng..nk jge ati owng..tp np sume mghrp ak dpt nk ikut sume khndak ati korng..pd hal korang pn bkn pnh nk jge ati ak...ckt2 nk kecik ati..nk mare...t'lampau sensitif sgt..cakap ckt nk majuk...x kesa r laki ke pompuan...kalo pompuan leh thn ag..nh yg laki 2..wat ak sakt ati je..nk harp ak pujk??jgn harp r..x kesa r ko prlukn bp mse pn tuk maafkn ak skali pn...amek la mse 4 taun nh smpai abes degree..ak x kesa la...jgn nk salah kn ak je la..ko pn salah gak..tp x pnh nk sdar ksalahn sndri...taunye nk salahkn owng laen jew...kalo x puas ati 2 ckp la baek2..ak ajk bncang leklok ko ngade2..nk gado la i2 la...ak bkn x mntak maaf...dh mntak maaf byk kali tau...ko ingt ko 2 spe..bla la wei...ak x tau cmne nk mghadapi ko..tgk ko je ak x de mood..lari sume mood ak yg baek2 tue..ak x tau cmne ko leh x puas ati kt ak..b4 nh baek je ak ngn ko kn...dh la...mgkn ak nh jenis pndam kot..x mcm ko..trs trg je kat ak pe ko x puas ati kn..pas2 ak nh jenis trime je owng nk ckp pe..dh 2...nk slhkn ak je...nth la..ak takut kalo ak trs trg kt ko t mst ko rase sakt ati tp np ko x pk pasl prasaan ak mse ko trs trg ngn ak 2??mmg la ak dpt accept sbb ak nh mmg jnis open minded..tp cbe ko pk kalo ko ckp kt owng yg x cm ak..mst die akn sakt ati cam ko sakt ati ble ak br nk tego ckt je kn..ak x phm la...ak dh mls nk pk pasl ko..wat jiwa kacau..ak rse bsalah gak sbb kte dh x baek...tp nk wat cmne..ko yg prlukn mse tok maafkn ak..ak x leh nk pkse ko kn...huh...dr ak pk ko...bek ak smbng wat report ak nh...kalo dh tbe msenye t ko maafkn la ak gak..ak sntiase maafkan ko..ak hrp kte leh baek cam dlu..

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Silly Kippie said... [Reply to comment]

hana!!!! wat wrong?.. r u ok?

k.s said... [Reply to comment]

eventhough i just read ur blog...
but i feel so sorry...
lek r nana...
b'sabar ngn dugaan